This Is Loveronshire

Remember.

2012-02-02T02:19:00.003+08:00

You are a product of your past, but you are not a victim of it or a servant to it.

:(

2012-01-31T04:18:00.000+08:00

If there's a problem, fix it. Don't dodge it or worse, leave it to fester into many little rubik cubes.

Like Every 2nd Day of Chinese New Year

2012-01-30T12:51:00.000+08:00

初二 of Chinese New Year was the usual visiting at 大舅's house at Lengkong Empat. I like how bro & i are always colour-coordinated. Seriously unplanned!

So the family always buys the yu sheng set but add extra toppings. This year's yu sheng is kinda vegetarian because last year's was overloaded with abalone, so much that no one could finish.

Anyhow, the aunties added hand-peeled pomelos & shredded mangoes. The green goo on top is green tea sour plum sauce, yummers!

My money-minded maternal family. Pretty funny though!

2012-01-28T13:25:00.002+08:00

Love can be a meaningless emotion
Pretty words that we're obliged say

A Day in Paradise, Cherry Pickin

2012-01-26T20:32:00.001+08:00

Mother Denim printed jeans

Family

2012-01-26T12:38:00.001+08:00

The ones i bind to my heart.

2012-01-22T12:35:00.000+08:00

What i've learnt, is to not expect anything from anyone - even if they've given you their words, because words are retractable. This makes me a happier person in general :)

Why oh why

2012-01-16T04:34:00.002+08:00

What an disproportionately huge head i have! Boohoo! :(

Adore this pair of studded denim hot shorts from Topshop! Would have had a place in my wardrobe if it wasn't so butt-unflattering - so tight it squeezed my butt cheeks out when i don't have much butt! Skanky shorts.

January Birthdays

2012-01-16T01:49:00.001+08:00

Photos with cutie pies!

Eat this

2012-01-11T02:28:00.000+08:00

Funny that at work, my colleagues think i'm lesbian. Some think i'm bisexual. I really don't care because they don't know me. What's more, i'm having fun :)

2012-01-07T16:01:00.002+08:00

One More Dance! (Robin Skouteris Mix: Daft Punk / Madonna / Sean Kingston) Edit Mix by Robin Skouteris

Let's Do It Better

2011-12-31T05:02:00.006+08:00

To no one's surprise i've been shopping a lot. Finally on Monday i did some physical shopping with Mum & Bro (all the time i've been shopping online).

So... I visited H&M for the second time - but did a good scour this time - to hunt for CNY clothing. Seriously CNY is THE BEST excuse to spend on clothes! :')

These below are the favourite picks! Alas, there wasn't my size! Hence to commemorate ever setting my sights on this rubbery knitted sweater, i camwhored in the dressing room. Moreover, i queued a good 10mins for my turn so i thought i better make the people outside queue 10mins or more!

At the end of the expedition, i bought nothing. DAMN.

Anyhow, it's NYE today.
I'd like to have people with less drama - i shun drama like it's allergy. Hope the good ones stay & the insignificant ones get cleared out tactfully. :)

X

2011-12-28T00:23:00.002+08:00

23rd was the Foo-ers party at Roxy Grand Mercure Hotel! Nice to be invited.

The 2D Christmas tree was cute! :) This is Nigel!

I'm right beside the head with a gingerbread man at the bottom. Good to have loads of company below :D

How to stay young...

2011-12-27T01:13:00.000+08:00

Fish for fries.

No, i'm kidding. Sean, below, is the 16 year old brother of a friend. He was very shy to begin with, just the kind of little brother i like to terrorize. :P

My first victim was Jonnie's littlest Bro Benjamin who i'd sprung at for hugs. Benjamin was 7 then.

Good Reminder

2011-12-26T01:41:00.006+08:00

Think of a friend being concerned instead of snoopy, when questioning about your troubles.

(If you don't agree, at least don't openly reject their solutions because i feel that it takes some brain-racking efforts on their part.)

Moreover, cutting down on the cynicism builds better relationships!

2011-12-25T02:13:00.002+08:00

We are young & we have the luxury of choices.
When i was young i thought about consequences. Not about everything but i try.

2011-12-20T17:22:00.000+08:00

Contrary to popular belief, i am the eldest. Below are pictures with Zombs, Sherwin, Charlotte & my step-mum. I call the shots man.

Zombs, while i was working, before he flew off for his 2-week (self-proclaimed/ cao geng) trip in Holland. Got me all teary-eyed watching him board.

I am the awesome big sister, so i dated my Step-mum out for a shopping spree with the kids. Got 'em new clothes & 3 fictional reads & some stationary!

After the shopping we sent the kids off to the games arcade while Step-mum & i chatted up. I feel more grown up than she.

The angry bird i got from Changi Airport! Gave the kids 1 each! T___T Very generous of me i thought. Hehehe.

In the evening, Sherwin, Charlotte & I met up with Zombs at Grandma's place for dinner.Check this out below. Toldcha' i call the shots.

What's going on?

2011-12-12T01:49:00.002+08:00

Don't Ask, Don't Tell.

Think it not in the military LGBT context, but in your relationships with people who matter.
Respect it, then maybe, adopt it.

Cherry Poppin' Preview

2011-12-08T03:54:00.001+08:00

Preview of the boys' virgin night at Play on Ladies' Night. It has been too long since I last clubbed with the girls.

That'll be Nick, Brendan & Joshua! With Bella. :)

Right Now...

2011-12-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

Unreadiness is usually the cause of solitude in the romance department.
Well in my case, i want to focus on being a good sister, good daughter & finally a good friend, before all that stuff.

2011-11-28T04:57:00.000+08:00

Letting my ego ease a bit...

I may scorn my ex but that - in my way, although cruel - comforts the loss.

M.A.C. Buy

2011-11-26T01:15:00.001+08:00

Just today, i purchased 3 items from M.A.C.

Firstly, i had to get the essential M.A.C brushes. Make It Perfect Brush Kit/ Special Edition.
They're small and compact, so really convenient for storage at home, even for touching up when i'm outdoors.

Second MOST IMPORTANT purchase is the Brush Cleanser because no one should use dirty brushes & risk a zit outbreak! Plus point, the brushes dry really quick!

Lastly, a lipstick - something i always have to get when i visit M.A.C. I've always been aiming for a Saint Germain, but after trying it on my lips, i decided that it was too gaudy a pop of bubblegum pink! Hence i got Pink Nouveau. Like "nouveau" suggests, totally romantic!

Never been owned like this

2011-11-17T14:52:00.000+08:00

The birthday boys' night at Orchard Parade Hotel!

2011-11-12T04:30:00.001+08:00

"Have I told you about the tension of opposites?" he says.

The tension of opposites?

"Life is a series of pulls backs and forth. You wants to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted."

"A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band.And most of us live somewhere in the middle."

Sounds like a wrestling match, I say.

"A wrestling match." He laughs. "Yes, you could describe life that way."

So which side wins, I ask?

"Which side wins?"

He smiles at me, the crinkled eyes, the crooked teeth.

"Love wins. Love always wins."

-Tuesdays with Morrie

2011-11-11T05:36:00.003+08:00

November is a special month - birthdays of people close to my heart. Firstly on the 5th was Louis' then on 17th November will be my dear brother's.

Fellow Scorpios include Darran & Garms (a mudblood as Lou calls him).

I decided to treat us all to Cafe Iguana! :)

Jerald & I drove. Driving has been such a chore because i (admit i) have a poor directional sense. :( A dude driving behind me parked at the same carpark & while we got into the lift together, he asked if i just got my license. What a blow.

The company of these 3 Scorpios is tantamount to frolicking with the Mother of Bitches. Nevertheless, the evening was lovely!

Look who i found! Another spontaneous person to join me in the videos! ^^

2011-11-10T18:17:00.000+08:00

I want to learn forgiveness & embrace it's entirety. Not forgive because i know karma will get back at my adversaries.

2011-11-09T03:46:00.000+08:00

November birthdays pre-post! Enjoy the naughty video (of the numerous videos i took)!

2011-11-08T04:14:00.001+08:00

On a free-fall, hoping sooner or later my chute will open.
Where's is my catharsis?

2011-11-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

This is a good & spontaneous video with my colleagues. There's Yu Xiang my Belvedere partner, Lawrence the dude i got into DFS with & Nelson the new fella.

To Live

2011-10-30T01:16:00.001+08:00

The trick, is to acknowledge that nothing is indispensable.

XOXO

2011-10-27T19:20:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday's romantic date with possibly my future baby's daddy. Or mummy. :x
Lou & i are aiming for a girl. IVF will be the winning ticket!

Our intended brunch was to be at Torte (via hungrygowhere) but upon arrival at the modest cafe, it was closed! Absent-mindedness wasn't that bad after because we crossed the road & jay-walked diagonally to another restaurant called Fine Palate. These were all along waterloo street, just in front of Bras Basah MRT.

The restaurant was small but nicely-decorated with simple furnishes. The air-conditioned area contained only about 8 tables & conversational privacy is restricted.

Lou & i shared a Breakfast Cook Up. Scrummy delight! Everything down to the cherry tomatoes was excellent! A Mocha for me & Hot Chocolate (as usual) for him, both mediocre.

For dessert i chose a Lemon Tart. Mmm! Citrus creamy pastry with fresh raspberries & sweet custard sauce at the side.

Caught "One Day" starring Anne Hathaway * Jim Sturgess thereafter. Pretty draggy initially but the ending will get you all choked up.

WOW! I finally seen a real-life geoduck! Only ever seen them on TV.

Lou & i were being random whilst waiting for our table at Italiannies.

Food was mediocre albeit fresh. Video will explain everything else.

I love Youtube's auto adjustments that'll set your videos at the right. The still image below shows how my video was originally taken but once you click play, the video is at the right angle!

University boy busy with his Korean Language elective. Conquer Korea in December!

His Hot Chocolate & my Iced Cafe Mocha were really delicious!

Seafood Tomato Risotto

Italiannies Beef Calzone

Too much dough in my opinion. Filled with loads of cheese, salami, ham, olives, shrooms... A no go for me.

One day i'll surprise you with in a sundress! :)

The money maker

2011-10-24T02:57:00.002+08:00

Hair dye is one of salons' money maker. I thought i'd contribute.

My stylist suggested a natural brown. A mix of ash brown - the result of mixing 2 colours, which he showed me in his book of hair colours, to get the middle result.

Haven't been so subtle with my hair for a long. Haircuts used to always results in an entirely new radical hairstyle. Below, i merely shortened the back and thinned the sides.

Then on with the dye for 30mins.

The roots getting destroyed next.

Dye on scalp felt like someone scratching my scalp really hard. Jesus, it burnt! This photo below was 3mins after all the roots were coated. It was left on for 15mins. My poor scalp finally numbed after 10mins through.

Turned out with a tint of orange under light. My hair reflects different colours at several angles, i love it!

My stylist calls the colour "the ang moh kind of brunette" LOL

I love myself sometimes for not throwing away make up i don't utilise because i finally found a use for the brown eyebrow pencil - to match my brows with my hair!

2011-10-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

Hopes to be affectionate...

Horror!

2011-10-17T02:34:00.000+08:00

This is my bitchy Belvedere partner, Yu Xiang. Fellow Aries yo. I reckon i'm the nicest Aries.

Love Cloud

2011-10-08T05:05:00.002+08:00

2011-10-04T00:32:00.002+08:00

We move - sometimes too fast - through space, together and apart.

2011-10-03T04:39:00.002+08:00

When you like someone,
do you want to be them
or do you want to be with them?

Grow hair, grow

2011-10-02T03:03:00.003+08:00

Can't wait to grow my hair long enough to dye 'em like this. Bloody gorg! I'm contemplating extensions but i doubt they'll blend in well with my hair cause i got really healthy hair.
Dead & live hair can't mix.

Emily Brown & boyfriend Max Irons

2011-10-01T02:39:00.000+08:00

Breaks my heart every time i watch Adele perform this song live.

2011-10-01T02:13:00.000+08:00

Everyone is looking for someone (to be in a relationship with).
I'm just trying to keep myself together.

Time's a thief

2011-09-29T03:19:00.001+08:00

I have no words to describe the love for this song.

2011-09-25T03:01:00.000+08:00

Annoying. Feels like i've been pooped on. >:(

2011-09-23T02:47:00.001+08:00

Lemeleme app has risen back to popularity due to JT's curiosity.

I met someone new from NAFA again, his name's Donovan. Fish & Mel came down to my 2nd home, Simpang, too. Seriously everyone knows i go to Simpang too often! Even my colleagues could exclaim "OMG... Veron, Simpang again?!" But it's such a nice place to chill till the wee hours!

After Simpang we drove to Parkway hoping to play pool but the shop was closed! We experience a creepy encounter where the 2 games machine outside the shop suddenly came to life! :((

To shake off the scare, JT, Manda & i headed to JT's temporary habitat at Geylang to finally smoke the cigar her Uncle presented her. Cuban cigar is expensive & it really is acquired taste. All i got was a dark chocolate aftertaste.
To learn smoke the cigar would be vital for my later years as a tai tai!

2011-09-20T20:50:00.000+08:00

The girl has built up so much armor around herself with the things that she knows how to do.
...she's an illusionist, so she creates these illusions around her. And she's gotten so good at it that she meets somebody who potentially could be someone that could help her break through those illusions and those walls, she can't really recognize that he could be the real thing, or they could be the real thing, so she's asking him for one thing: 'Don't make me any promises.'

2011-09-19T01:52:00.000+08:00

Good Beef Hor fun at Korat Thai Cafe @ Orchard Towers. Complimentary view of Chinese, Pinoy females & Thai transsexual call girls/ hookers.

JT brought her friend, Pauline down. She always brings friends to met new friends who become acquaintances. What a nice way to widen our circle of friends.Amanda was the sick pervo with her hands all over me, oh my god that 12 year old.

We all caught Crazy Stupid Love. I watched the movie for Ryan Gosling.

Charm of old-school

2011-09-14T20:44:00.003+08:00

I find dusty cowboys, lighting a cigarette with matchsticks, old-school stuff like these pretty attractive.

But seeing myself smoke is truly disgusting. Got to cut down.

2011-09-12T05:45:00.002+08:00

Kids are monsters, just hear 'em in the background. Most of us just grow out of the monstrosity.
This below, by the way, is Wong Jing Ting's (a.k.a. JT) first ever video! Hooray! JT must enjoy my videos to do this :3

2011-09-08T01:32:00.002+08:00

Great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people.

- Eleanor Roosevelt

Of love

2011-09-04T03:49:00.000+08:00

When someone becomes your Cocaine.

September Dates

2011-09-04T02:38:00.001+08:00

6 (tues)
12 (mon)
14 (wed)
20 (tue)
23 (fri)
27 (tue)

All right, these are my off days! Date me! Otherwise we can have supper any other day. xoxo

2011-09-04T02:30:00.003+08:00

Stay Organized "If you take a toothpick out,or a pair of pantyhose, or a hundred dollar bill,always put it back where you found it,because if you add up the the time you spent looking for it later, that's a waste of time."
"Always tell the truth because if you don't you'll have to think of another lie."
"Be More, appear Less."
"Always take the phone off the hook when you're in the bath."
"Make friends with the maitre de'"
"Never loan, Never borrow."
"Never keep anyone waiting. Always be 15 minutes early."
"Never look back. always look forward."
"Don't be afraid to tell your age, that's silly. Be proud of your age."
"Don't frequent a restaurant where they don't crumb the table."

Says the 99 year old Rose.

Maxi magic

2011-09-02T14:49:00.000+08:00

Doe-eyed.

Marble print, sheer, fishtail, dip back.

Maxi magic.

2011-09-02T04:31:00.000+08:00

people so tired
mutilated
either by love or no love

people just are not good to each other
one on one

- (Excerpt from The Crunch) by Charles Bukowski

2011-09-01T01:24:00.002+08:00

You want me when you can't have me. All of you.
But i know better, i always have.

2011-08-31T01:31:00.000+08:00

I think i'm good influence. HAHAHAHA! Hey, it's called spontaneity ok. Sherwin is no good with words, how to woo girls when his time comes?! As a responsible big sister, i intend to put him ahead in the game. >:)

Ugh, I have an eyewear fetish now :| These are what i plan to get on top of the 4 new ones i just bought WHICH, i haven't add into the pile of 6 old ones.

Snippety snip?

2011-08-30T04:08:00.001+08:00

My oh my, i think everyone sees it 'cept me...

That my hair is a giant comma from the side!

☠Cool symbols lol☣

2011-08-29T05:39:00.004+08:00

☠☣
Told 'cha it would come to this.
☣☠

Clubbing Crave Satisfied

2011-08-29T02:01:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, Asvind, Dani, Amanda, JT & i headed to her Dad's KTV at Bon Riche. Downed 3 glasses Chivas & green tea, 2 tequila shots & 2 lemon drops there.

Then to Play at around 2.30am where to music started to suck. Had 1 more tequila shot each, which brought our high to really good level. Then at 3am++ we cabbed our intoxicated asses to Nana. Beer killed us. On our way for breakfast, epic puke-fest began from the cab all the way till after we reach Simpang.

Quite your regular clubbing with a bit too much alcohol. Except for this below, after clubbing at Play.

Kissing 101 featuring Asvind & JT.

Explicit

2011-08-28T23:29:00.000+08:00

Due to popular demand i've decided to blog about this. Also because it's a bit too much for my Facebook wall photos lol. :P
JT has lots of L(:O)VE to share. Xoxo.

Current ear candy

2011-08-27T06:28:00.000+08:00

4 Generations

2011-08-26T22:18:00.004+08:00

It's always a joy to meet the little ones from my paternal side because they're well-disciplined. :) Obedient kids get a place in my heart :P

So says the title, below is me, Auntie Veron with my cousin Jeremy's baby boy, Litton. I'm an aunt for the third time! :) First time was to Michiko, second to Brandon.

1) This is my Ah Ma with Michiko! She calls my grandma "Lao Ma". LOL. Lao Ma sounds extremely old.
2) Michiko with her Ah Ma, who is my 大姑, who is my Ah Ma's first daughter.
3) Finally Michiko & her mummy! My cousin Fanny, is 大姑's first daughter.

Baby Litton & his cousin Michiko. Aww, this is too cute! Michi frowned because Litton was getting frustrated.

Litton's parents Jeremy & Fionn with my brother Edison.

So handsome cousin Jeremy! Hope Litton gets 'em good looking genes. :O

Michiko has an unlimited supply of energy. She NEVER stops.

2011-08-26T15:05:00.005+08:00

The Lovers, 1928 - Rene Magritte

While Magritte’s imagery is striking in and of itself, the perspective on the piece changes drastically when the viewer learns that Magritte’s mother threw herself in a river, where she drowned. He watched from the shore as rescuers pulled his mother’s body from the water, her head completely covered by her nightgown.

2011-08-26T07:46:00.000+08:00

2 of my favourite Garbage songs! Love the Push It video!

2011-08-25T05:17:00.000+08:00
I need shrink, mentor & motivator all rolled into one. A bank sounds good too, but we can't have everything.

2011-08-24T23:54:00.001+08:00
Hung out with braceface today who is no longer braceface! Congratulations you funny boy! :D

2011-08-23T02:22:00.000+08:00

Well i like being different. Thank you for loving me the way i am.

Sara Bareilles - Yellow (Cover)

2011-08-21T18:49:00.000+08:00

Beautiful

2011-08-21T04:08:00.000+08:00
It's amazing how we became BFFs, Louis Sim. One crumbling friendship led to ours.
What we share has no reservations. :P

Ikea is a giant hamster cage

2011-08-21T04:06:00.000+08:00
Ikea with the kids Asvind, JT, Dani, toddler Amanda & Mother Theresha!

:')

2011-08-19T03:02:00.000+08:00

Thank you, this was all i need.

Tom Vek - Aroused

2011-08-19T00:43:00.003+08:00

Ooo... Sexy. The expressions, hand gestures, inhalation... Details like these, i notice 'em. So you see, most of the time i may be stoning but the powerhouse up there runnin' & smokin' up.

Which reminds me... why i am a camwhore?
To document my youth in photographs of course! Have i mentioned this before? And the good times. Just remember the good times & they may actually conceal the uphill struggles or even write 'em off.

_______________________________________________________________________________

The wave of dark times is rising. Please don't. You almost devoured me previously.
We can make it out alive, we may even stop it. But it takes too much to think. I can't stand to dissect the thoughts - i might get a panic attack - it's like a massacre inside.

I am so afraid, because time is running out.

2011-08-18T21:52:00.001+08:00

Oh, this makes me happy for a while.

He's got me

2011-08-18T21:02:00.002+08:00

Idle time is the devil's play thing.

- The Basketball Diaries

2011-08-18T04:40:00.003+08:00
"It’s all as if words, phrases, images, syntax were small glass beads from a necklace which was wrenched from some neck and spilled on the floor and down the sides of sofa cushions and armchairs and under bookshelves and maybe swallowed by the cat. I’ve got to find all the glass pieces before I can even reorder the color sequence, and restring it and tie it tighter than before. There’s always a splendor in beginning all over. Even if it means getting on one’s knees to search beneath that bookshelf or prospecting through years of lint and ashes beneath those cushions. Even if it means breaking open that cat’s shit, which it conveniently has deposited in a plastic box, more orderly than any secretary could ever hope to be.

Then I’ll appreciate the value of each bead – rather, each word and image – that much more, never wasting another. And I will, I swear to myself, get it all back in time, string it all together, tighter, as I said, than before."

— Jim Carroll (Forced Entries: The Downtown Diaries: 1971-1973)

:(

2011-08-18T00:46:00.000+08:00
Strong has its drawbacks.

Since my turbulent teenage years i've mastered self-problem solution. Then over the years i learnt concern, & greatly appreciate it - it's like electricity jolted my heart into palpitation.

Now, i silently harbour a deep yearning for some words of comfort - from people who care about me - despite my strong front.

I wished i had Twinkles. We could conquer the demons of the heart. :(

Oh but i can't take this other thing. The drawing & pushing is too much - that's what attachment does.
Am i so bored i'm actually mind-fucking myself? I'm out of sorts then i'm perplexed then i'm irate - this is too much for my weak heart.

Need to dispel the demons! I'm gonna lay some bricks.

If at first it doesn't work, try try again

2011-08-17T01:37:00.000+08:00
Hahaha! What a sister i am.

I'm quite addicted to vlogging but this below is so informal because i'm entertaining myself. My brother Edison was being indifferent while lil step-brother Sherwin always seemed like he has something stuck in his throat - his replies take ages!

Sherwin is as skinny as i was when i was little. But he's too tan, oh too tan for his half Chinese half Pinoy self.

2011-08-17T00:26:00.002+08:00
Hello, nice to meet you. We need a photo together the next time. And, i don't like saying goodnight.

Jeffrey Campbell

2011-08-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

I WANT! NO, I NEED! D:

Proceed if you understand Hokkien

2011-08-15T02:54:00.050+08:00
13th August was Darran my maternal cousin's 8th birthday (& Cliff's 21st, Happy 21st :) !)

The birthday party was held at NSRCC & it was pretty lavish with suckling piggies, Martell cannons & heaps of presents (for us when we participate in the games)!

Oh & i must mention the entertainment organized by my 6th Aunt (mum of the spoilt Darran), which consisted of the comedic host Uncle Jerry, dancing by kids & singing by some auntie/ relative i haven't seen before.

This side of my family can stir up some kind of craziness & fun!

Check out the video below! It starts with Uncle Jerry being forced to wear the feathery shirt personally sewn by 6th Aunt. She the one in orange, spot her! Then moving on to my brother in blue & distasteful hair (i'm sorry HAHAHA) & OH! I love the part where i addressed my 舅舅with such bright innocent eyes.

By the way, the theme of the party is Angry Birds. LOLOL!

Got to the chalet with Jack who u will see in the video above, all battered by the bad surprise that he's gonna host the party. Well he got away with it in the end.

Pitiful me got visited from the lil bitch of pains, the cramps. Hence the lack of proper photos.

I added some annotations to this second video. Could hardly translate because i probably only have a Hokkien vocabulary of 10 words! But enjoy still! :)

What adolescents do

2011-08-13T04:39:00.004+08:00
Why, we do sports of course! Like cycling & rollerblading at East Coast Park!
Present last Sunday was Janelle, Jammy, Theresha, George, Winner, Yvonne & Dani!

The bicycles cost $6/hour + 1 more free hour while the rollerblades cost around $6/hour, $12 for 2.
Please ask for knee pads because rollerblading is such a hazardous sport! George & Yvonne fell & scraped their knees. A bloody mess it was, yikes!

ECP round 2 later in the afternoon again i'm stoked! :D

& then we cannot end without a video! Pardon my bad language. It mortifies my every time i watch the video. D:

Laura Lombardi

2011-08-13T02:50:00.000+08:00
My current obsession with triangles led me to Laura Lombardi accessories!

AMAZING!

2011-08-12T17:51:00.004+08:00

Amazing type by Andrew Byrom

I can't speak Canto

2011-08-11T14:18:00.000+08:00
Not even after living almost my entire life with my grandparents :(

Still want a kitty

2011-08-09T01:16:00.003+08:00
This is Tiger, the resident (Jalan Pari Burong) Foohouse kitty!

First photo of her, she's around 1 month old i think. So precious but a timid stiff kitten.

Second photo, she's around 2-3months old? Her size double & she's extremely inquisitive & playful! Oh & that was a few days ago when the night was pretty humid & Tiger decided to slip into the fridge when the shop Auntie opened it. I think Tiger chilled in the fridge for a good 10mins!

Anyhow... These 2 babies came in today! Hohohohoho! :D

UGH

2011-08-08T02:41:00.000+08:00

Flu - check
Sore eye - check
Giant zits - check

Oh, i need a remedy. Or a regular sport.

Vans Bailie x Hellz Bellz

2011-08-06T17:12:00.000+08:00
It's quick but i gotta move on from my loss of Vans X Santigold.

This new baby has caught my eye. There's the amazing weave detail, old-school western buckle and still has the chain! Only thing making me think twice is that it's made of leather & suede - high maintenance.

(Images from here)

VANS X SANTIGOLD

2011-08-06T16:46:00.000+08:00
I have been aiming these babies for a couple of months & now they're all sold out! Oh, ugh, this is too much for my weak heart.
Major boohoo!

(photos from here)

Phoenix - If I Feel Better

2011-08-05T04:02:00.001+08:00
No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days ain't over
I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I've watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after all
Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

Where am i?

2011-08-04T05:01:00.001+08:00
Waste. Waste of time. I am wasting my time. No, time isn't mine - it has me. Time has me on a treadmill that only picks up pace.

I'm aware now. I've always been aware, wide awake, only in paralysis. My senses tell me time will hold for me but fuck my senses. There never should've been a mind of my own. Conformity is safe.

Conformity makes me want to touch the sky.

Shall we?

2011-08-03T04:39:00.002+08:00
Could strangers really not delve into each other's past & move from there?

To possess such restraint would bring one to new heights. You're probably thinking that the easiest conversation starter has gushed down the drain but think about the greater good!

Make new memories with that stranger who will perhaps, become a friend. Cast aside the insecurities, dubiety & try something brand new.

Let's give this a shot, shall we?

Swift decisions aren't always bad

2011-08-02T15:11:00.001+08:00

What was the occasion? I cannot recall & no it wasn't memory lapse from over-drinking. Maybe it was a regular. Ahh, yes it was a regular clubbing session! Just on Andro Hunt.

That Thursday must've been 1 of the worst ones at Play - the music sucked - there was a crappy "rapper" standing on the DJ's table shouting. There was not a drop of hip-hop, just plain noise.

Notable events of the night were accompanied by some wacky bunch, JT, Gwen & Asvind. I would've included Amanda if she hadn't zonked out from 2 cups of Whiskey & green tea.

It started with Play, then Soul (bad idea, sausage fest on a thursday but loadsa Caucasian male model if y'all enjoy white sausages) but the dancefloor was astonishingly empty Soul ought to be embarrassed for its seemingly failed publicity stunt!
Finally when Soul closed at 3am, we headed to Le Noir which was closing, so lost & battered but with adrenalin still pumping JT suggested swimming at her Condo!Some drunk swimming it was.

Here's JT and i at her condo at Geylang East. (E'erbody please order Oishi pizza & have 'em delivery there.) Her Dad's quirky - see where she got her genes from.

Minah dance basics. You are welcome.

Obey

2011-08-02T01:09:00.000+08:00

2011-07-30T01:09:00.000+08:00

The thing about strangers is, no past, no guilt.

This is good stuff

2011-07-28T16:05:00.005+08:00
Sean: My wife used to fart when she was nervous. She had all sorts of wonderful little idiosyncrasies. She used to fart in her sleep - I thought I’d share that with you.

One night it was so loud it woke the dog up. She woke up and went ‘ah was that you?!’

And I didn’t have the heart to tell her.

Will: She woke herself up?

Sean: Oh, Christ! But Will, she’s been dead for 2 years, and that's the shit I remember.
Wonderful stuff you know? Little things like that. Those are the things I miss the most. The little idiosyncrasies that only I know about. That's what made her my wife.

Oh she had the goods on me too, she knew all my little peccadilloes. People call these things imperfections, but there not. Oh, that's the good stuff. And then we get to choose who we let in to our weird little worlds.

You're not perfect, sport. And let me save you the suspense. This girl you met, she isn't perfect either.
But the question is: whether or not you're perfect for each other. That's the whole deal. That's what intimacy is all about.

Now you can know everything in the world, sport, but the only way you're findin' out that one is by givin' it a shot.

-Robin Williams as Sean Maguire & Matt Damon as Will Hunting in Good Will Hunting

Life with Twinkles was better

2011-07-28T11:50:00.000+08:00

2011-07-25T01:53:00.001+08:00
At this moment, my blood's boiling. I just kena-ed shitty bitch treatment from my brother for nothing - i merely asked a question!

I don't deserve his periodic Scorpio acrimony even if i used to boss him around more than i should as kids, but years ago i tried to make up for my authoritative meanness but he shut me out. Besides curbing part of my power, i even offered him shopping sprees, treats & all.
Isn't it usually the case that the older siblings bully the younger ones & it is not like i molested him or made him eat faeces!

Bitch-ass brother should try to walk in my shoes before getting unnecessarily miffed.

Vlog #? in Batam Day 2

2011-07-23T21:19:00.001+08:00

As nocturnal beings, Su-Lynn & i couldn't sleep. It was around 2am in Batam (3am in Singapore), that Su-Lynn had to lay some bombs so alone, this was all i could think of doing.

2011-07-22T20:32:00.000+08:00
First group shot upon arrival at Harris Waterfront Resort.

From left: Reena, Evonne, Yan Chun, Su-Lynn & 我.

It was my 2nd day having period so i had to traumatically shove a tampon in to play those water games. I'm a trooper - it was a murder scene.

We play banana boat, speed boat & para-sailing. T'was pretty awesome minus the polluted sea. It smelt of kerosene which came from the boats & ships.

2nd came with the addition of Michelle (red) & Hui Yang (right). I feel awful for calling her Hui Ying but she didn't correct me!

1pm was time for paintball! The idea of gearing up was sooo exciting! It's just like in war films!

That's me looking handsome, thank you.

Injuries from paintball: bruises & blisters.

We didn't expect the insides of the boots to feel like sandpaper & they didn't sell socks.

Bruise from what else but a 7m hit. If i could let u experience my pain, it was kinda like being branded by a hot rod, probably only half the hurt & the time it took to fade.

Batam Day 1

2011-07-20T06:08:00.001+08:00
Su-lynn, Yan Chun & i in our hotel room, Harris Waterfront Resort, in the evening after water sports & the video says it all.

2011-07-14T18:38:00.000+08:00
A day at Sentosa with Garms & Lou, my favourite Scorpios! :)

The pictures just hit me that i've never been to the beach/ swam with girls.
Girls, you should want to, i make an awesome photographer! Just look at the 3rd photo below.