Loveronshire

Your venerability reminds me so much of her — you Virgos. If only it were easier to whitewash these memories. Everytime I think of a fond memory, she's part of it. Then reality crashes down... We deserve to love ourselves way more than we think.

I swear Ah ma isn't grumpy because i look like i'm touching her boob. NO, i am not touching her boob (it's lower than that). HAHAHA <3 p="">

The betrayal a year ago still feels like a fresh wound. It hurts the most when someone i cared for tremendously  —  despite it being tough love  —  just discarded me like a rag doll. It makes me question if any part of our 2 year long friendship/ partnership meant anything to her. I don't ask for appreciation and even more so, didn't expect betrayal. Damn, I wish we didn't share our ups and downs. Didn't push each other to be better at school but I guess sometimes you find someone who is the pretty-close-to-perfect puzzle piece to your dream team and you both just knew you'd hit off great. The thing i know now is that i won't stop getting emotional whenever i think about her but let's hope this unfortunate goldfish memory of mine can finally be useful.

I feel the part of the pain she's feeling. The past, bad shit happening that seems like it's reinforcing my doubts, refusal to accept what good people see in me, unable to move forward... It's so tiring. Come on, we gotta get better! If it looks ugly, just look ahead and plough on.

When the rug gets pulled out from under you: jump.