Now I am ashamed to have ever been associated with Hadi bin Omar. Hearing about and shown all the attention he is trying to garner - not that i don't already know but not to this extent. I think people think I scored a pot of gold because all of that brawn but nooo... He tried so hard to change me. Even worse, his suicide threats (thrice) before scared me because it was all new, and then when i got tired of it and wanted to end it, his crying and begging. I can only hope no one else has to go through this. These are messages I would look back at, to see how far i've come and endured. If i didnt reply - I try to cool down and hold my tongue - he would spam all channels, even social media. Of course, with the hope that it would all go well for us when he stops controlling me, who I hang out with, and accept me for who i am. These were all a year ago. I didn't let go because he was fighting for us, hence I fought for us. It was worth it, holding on. And I was totally ...
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