A Step At A Time
Thursday i ran out of cigarettes. A pack was gone in 3 days and that's the quickest ever.
Friday my immune system got defeated, i came down with a 40 degrees fever.
No smoking-crave, hence no new pack.
Saturday was that heartbreak bomb. Gosh, the turmoil, felt like my head re-wired for breakdown.
Then i thought, "if i could do without a smoke for 2 days, i can do it today as well". Smoking didn't begin with the frustrations, though over a couple of years it was abused to relieve stress (it helps with laboured breathing), so Saturday's heartbreak bomb cannot deserve the chain-smoke.
Today, Sunday, the 4th day, i hung out at the usual Simpang with my friends. They all smoke. I didn't have much faith in myself. "if an intense urge to smoke hits me, i will try my best to succumb", but it didn't come.
It feels like ages but it has only been 4 days. Persevere for health, money & complexion. Go me!
Friday my immune system got defeated, i came down with a 40 degrees fever.
No smoking-crave, hence no new pack.
Saturday was that heartbreak bomb. Gosh, the turmoil, felt like my head re-wired for breakdown.
Then i thought, "if i could do without a smoke for 2 days, i can do it today as well". Smoking didn't begin with the frustrations, though over a couple of years it was abused to relieve stress (it helps with laboured breathing), so Saturday's heartbreak bomb cannot deserve the chain-smoke.
Today, Sunday, the 4th day, i hung out at the usual Simpang with my friends. They all smoke. I didn't have much faith in myself. "if an intense urge to smoke hits me, i will try my best to succumb", but it didn't come.
It feels like ages but it has only been 4 days. Persevere for health, money & complexion. Go me!
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