'15
Juggling school and a relationship that felt like a new born baby (in a bad way), 2014 went in a flash. I have loved, lost and learnt so much, mainly from my past relationship, family and friends. I have yet to express gratitude verbally - sorry but it's odd to do it physically hahaha i just can't so y'all have to read it here.
It was such a hard time that i went through and no one knew, I know i'm an independent and headstrong bitch, sometimes egoistic and most of the time too fierce - forgive me - but thank you for being there, lending me your ears or even just bitching about my ex. Hahaha!
I don't know how but I think people who really love and care for someone will always know when something is wrong. I tried to hide the hurt and oppression from my ex (maybe one day i'll list the psychotic shit he's done), but I think my family knew something was wrong. Bro and mum were really supportive and despite much skepticism, advice against and accurate judgement of my ex, they let me make my own decisions because a bitch will never know until she tries and that leaves no room for regret. But that Cumulonimbus had a silver lining and it brought us closer.
Well done with 2014, and this first post of 2015, I'd like to dedicate to Louis.
It must have been 6 years since I know you, maybe more but we used to hang out/ party so much I've lost track. We know i'm not good with words, but I just want to thank you for being there for me, and sometimes just getting things that others don't. You've done so much for me in terms of personal growth, I hope I have at least been there for you half the time - sorry for the times I weren't there.
I want you around for a long long time and when we find happiness, I hope we can share it with each other.
It was such a hard time that i went through and no one knew, I know i'm an independent and headstrong bitch, sometimes egoistic and most of the time too fierce - forgive me - but thank you for being there, lending me your ears or even just bitching about my ex. Hahaha!
I don't know how but I think people who really love and care for someone will always know when something is wrong. I tried to hide the hurt and oppression from my ex (maybe one day i'll list the psychotic shit he's done), but I think my family knew something was wrong. Bro and mum were really supportive and despite much skepticism, advice against and accurate judgement of my ex, they let me make my own decisions because a bitch will never know until she tries and that leaves no room for regret. But that Cumulonimbus had a silver lining and it brought us closer.
Well done with 2014, and this first post of 2015, I'd like to dedicate to Louis.
It must have been 6 years since I know you, maybe more but we used to hang out/ party so much I've lost track. We know i'm not good with words, but I just want to thank you for being there for me, and sometimes just getting things that others don't. You've done so much for me in terms of personal growth, I hope I have at least been there for you half the time - sorry for the times I weren't there.
I want you around for a long long time and when we find happiness, I hope we can share it with each other.
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